Morning Journal 3/20/22

This whole new schedule and inconsistent schedule is fucking with me. I know it is.

I know that no matter what I do, I need to have a level of consistency, and I need to have a level of “sameness” everyday.

This way I know when and where to be. I know what I need to do. But right now, I’m so focused on making about $10k a month with this Uber thing, I forget that I need to work on other stuff along with it.

It’s another one of those traps. Let’s call this the instant gratification trap.

Because I see results right away, it’s easy to get dragged into this and say I’ll just keep making this money.

But long term, this is not what I need to be doing to make that wealth. Because that’s a delayed gratification thingy that we need to work on. It’s something that really gets me to the level that I need to get to in the place that I need to get to.

Anyways. It’s going to be damn good to get all of those things settled and have some money coming in. I knew these first two months would be tough because I have 2 places that I need to take care of and I need to make sure that it’s good until those months are gone. So now after 4/1, I should be good good. And the money that we make are going to be more than enough to get both of us going.