Morning Journal 1/5/2022

I slept a lot this morning. Which is good and which is something that I need. I’ve been showing like… nothing about consistency. But I need to create it myself and make it work for me.

I’ve been feeling nothing about the two weeks notice. Idk why. It just seems like it’s not that big of a deal for me. I have a feeling everything is gonna be alright, but also have that little feeling of nervousness, basically like I don’t know what’s going to happen. I’m just not used to being in the unknown. But I know that the only way to be comfortable in the unknown is to be in it and to be there and get used to it.

The only way to be comfortable in the face of uncomfortable is being in the uncomfortable until you’re comfortable.

A lot is happening and I think a lot more is going to happen as well. I know that nothing will be there unless I put in the effort. So I get to put in that effort. Not just hard work. But hard, intentional, purposeful, enthusiastic, effective, and efficient work. HIPEEE WORK. Lol, that sounds funny. But I probably will remember the HIPEEE acronym.

Life is interesting. And I wouldn’t trade a day without it. Life is exciting and I get to see it that way. Life is what it makes it to be. And I wouldn’t say another word that makes it different.

I guess what I’m really feeling and not allowing myself to feel about the two weeks notice is that I’m excited for what’s next to come. And I’m nervous to know that there will be no one else that I can blame if something goes wrong and nothing that I can do or say to throw responsibility onto another human being. It’s all me. And all me it is.

So I get to focus on marketing. Learning and executing marketing strategies. Putting ideas in action and copy, mimicking, and modeling after the successful campaigns and successful people.

It’s about to get real fucking fun. Let’s get hyped. Because everything will be just good.