Journal 4/24/22

It’s Cleo and Champ’s birthday!

I am so… Idk how I feel about it…

I feel like in the midst of everything, this is another thing that just happens. I wish that is not ever going to be the same ever again. It’s just not the way that life needs to be.

I want to be able to celebrate, like really celebrate. Not just kind of celebrate and have something for it because it is the occasion. At this point, all of this just makes me want to work harder and make everything work as quickly as possible.

Today is meant for God. I get to praise Him today, and I must create a life that centers around faith for Him.

I truly believe that this is the only way that I am going to get breakthroughs in all other areas of life, and the only thing that stops me from getting what I want is putting my faith in Him. Let Him do what He does, and let Him guide me to do what I need to do. Not the other way around.

And I pray this every day, that I put my faith in Him.